Thursday, March 10, 2011

Put A Fresh Wind In My Sails..

It is the season of Lent! Well, it all began yesterday with the amazing day of Ash Wednesday. This is one of my favorite times of the year. The only thing I ever gave up that I can remember following through with was in high school, when I gave up chewing gum for the 40 days of Lent. It was a big deal back then..chewing gum in school was one of the highlights of each and every day, mostly because we were allowed to.

Long ago, my mother taught my siblings and I to add something to our lives, rather than give something up or take it away..this year, I thought about taking away and adding..I was going to give up drinking coffee, because I had been experiencing heart palpitations. The palpitations stopped last week, after I got sick and didn't drink coffee for a few days. But I think I will be just limiting myself to 8 ounces of coffee a day..and who knows, maybe that will lead to less and less.

To add something, I want to draw something in my little notebook every day. And then, I took it further to adding painting once a week. This will help keep art in my life, during this time of substituting and babysitting.

This has been a post that includes lots of 'I's. Not only is Lent a time to reflect on our own misgivings and sins, but it's also a time to focus on Christ, and all that he did to save us from those sins.

Psalm 51:7-15
(The Message)

Soak me in your laundry and I'll come out clean,
scrub me and I'll have a snow-white life.Tune me in to foot-tapping songs,
set these once-broken bones to dancing.
Don't look too close for blemishes,
give me a clean bill of health.
God, make a fresh start in me,
shape a Genesis week from the chaos of my life.
Don't throw me out with the trash,
or fail to breathe holiness in me.
Bring me back from gray exile,
put a fresh wind in my sails!


Stay strong during this time of reflection and change..and remember..




1 comment:

  1. heidi, you have no idea how perfect this was. i needed to read something like that. i need to remember to just be. and i'm trying so hard to think and reflect more. i went to mass with my entire school yesterday, which was an experience in itself, but really made me think about what this is all really about. miss you xo

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